Terlalu penat

Terlalu penat melayan kerenah manusia yg pelbagai

Terlalu penat utk mmuaskan hati semua org

Terlalu penat utk mgatakan ya pada tidak

Terlalu penat utk menjaga hati manusia

Terlalu penat bile diri tidak lagi berdaya " hopeless "

Terlalu penat bile keadaan tidak seperti yg kita harapkan

Terlalu penat fikirkan perasaan org lain

Terlalu penat fikirkan diri tidak sesempurna buat org lain

Terlalu penat utk memahami perkara yg sudah di fahami

Terlalu penat utk semua itu...

Matahari tidak sentiasa menyinari alam

Langit tidak sentiasa cerah

Rumput tidak sentiasa menghijau di padang

Bunga tidak sentiasa mekar di taman

Lautan tidak sentiasa pasang

Burung tidak sentiasa terbang di langit

DAN

Manusia tidak sentiasa betul!!!!

p/s:- tak tahu ape yg diri sndri ingin smpai kan sebenar nyer, sbb terlalu penat dgn semua tu : ( 

 

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Jangan menilai saya kerana apa yang saya tulis, kenali dulu diri saya yang sebenar sebelum membuat sebarang tuduhan yang tidak berasas ^____^

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You deserve much better!!!!!

You deserve!!!

Someone who love you with every single beat of his heart

Someone who thinks about you constantly

Someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering

what you’re doing

where you are

who you’re with

and if you’re OK

you need someone who can protect you from your fears

you need someone who will treat you with respect

love every part of you

especially your flaws

you should be with someone who can make you happy

really happy, dancing-on-air happy

someone who should have taken the chance to be with you years ago instead of becoming scared and being too afraid to try

 you deserve far better ok!!!!

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Jangan menilai saya kerana apa yang saya tulis, kenali dulu diri saya yang sebenar sebelum membuat sebarang tuduhan yang tidak berasas ^____^

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love is so sweet

 

Assalamualaikum…

Sekian lama saya tak update entry sy kat blog nie..

Hari nie baru ade mood nak menaip ape yg nak di kongsi kan bersama2 di ruangan kali nie

Kisah cinta yang tidak kesampaian

Mesti korg pun pernah mgalami nyer kan??

Kali nie sy nak kongsi kisah cinta seorang kwn

" Kalau awk terbaca entry kali nie jangan marah eak!!! "

" Sesajer nak kongsi dgn org lain sbagai satu kisah yg mnarik "

Kisah si mamat nie bermula bila dia berkawan rapat dgn seorang pmpn

Mula2 dorg sekadar kwn yg bkongsi hobi dan minat yang sama

Kebanyakan dorg habiskan masa bersama2 mlakukan pelbagai aktiviti bagi memenuhi kehidupan seorang pelajar

Tanpa dia sendiri sedar, dia mula myintai pmpn tu tanpa pengetahuan tuan pnya bdn

banyak kali kot dia nafikan perasaan dia sendiri

sampai satu tahap, dia dh xdpt nk tahan n mgakui yg dia betul2 fall in love with that girl

Tiap masa dan ketika dia bharap dpt mhabiskan masa bersama2 dgn org yg telah mencuri hati nyer

Bile ade jer masalah yg di tanggung oleh pmpn tu, dia sanggup myelesaikan nyer tanpa perlu pmpn tu minta bantuan drpd dia

Kalau blh semua mslh, suka or duka dia ingin bkongsi bersama2 dgn org yg dia cintai tu

Namun begitu, hancur luluh hati si mamat nie bila pmpn tu mnolak cinta nyer

Pada dasarnya dia tidak btepuk sbelah tgn pun, tp di sbbkan  pmpn tu dh mmiliki org lain sebelum kmunculan si mamat nie, dia tpaksa menolak cinta kwn ku nie..

Keluh kesah ler dia bbrpa minggu, mandi xbasah, makan xkenyang

bile nmpk jer pmpn tu dia rasa cm nk duk sembang2 spanjang hari n habiskan masa bsama2

Bile pmpn tu ajak dia keluar, dia still ikut

Mcm2 cara dia buat bg mluper kan pmpn tu, tp susah kata nyer

Pernah cuba mlarikan diri, tp gagal jgk

Sebab dua2 saling myintai

ermm, susah kan bile dh suke kat org nie

bile kena reject diri sndri yg tahu betapa sakit nyer 

fizikal jer  nmpk ok, tapi dlman mcm tongkang pecah gaya nyer

sabar jer la yer...

 sy pernah jgk nasihat dia...

Tapi gagal..

Hehehe mybe cara tu just bkesan buat saya jer kot

Ntah ler, sy skadar kwn jz blh bg nasihat

Semua nyer bgantung pada tuan punya bnd la skrg

Jangan terkejut sebab sy pun pernah mgalami perkara sama..

Hahaha tapi bnda yg dh lepas usah di kenang2 lagi

Kalau ade jodoh kita, xkan ke mana2

Lagi pon bukan PAKWE yg ku cari skrg, tapi CALON SUAMI

Dah serik utk bcouple2 yg tidak mbawa ke mana2

Janji2 manis just tnggl skadar janji manis2 manis jer

Kalau sapa2 snggup tggu, tggu jer la...

IF U THE ONE and IF U JODOH KU, ku terima seada nyer baik n buruk diri kamu

Tak de org yg betul2 sempurna dlm hidup nie melain kan ALLAH swt jer..

peace no war ^____^V

sekian buat kali nie

p/s :- perlu habiskan baca novel " WHERE RAINBOWS END!!! " love it so badly  ; D

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Jangan menilai saya kerana apa yang saya tulis, kenali dulu diri saya yang sebenar sebelum membuat sebarang tuduhan yang tidak berasas ^____^

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tersenyum sendirian :)

Assalamualaikum...

Walaupun terlalu penat hari nie dgn kelas yg begitu padat

Tapi still dapat luangkan masa sedikit utk update blog nie

Time rancak berbual dgn roomate aku tadi

terkeluar la topik kisah2 mmalukan dan mlucukan yg pernah kami lalui

Bile di kenang2 kembali

Banyak kot kisah2 cam tu yang pernah aku alami

Jom la aku kongsi di antara kisah2 tu!!!!!

Time zaman sekolah rendah dulu

Aku pernah di denda oleh cikgu kelas aku

Masa tu aku darjah 2

Biasa la zaman kanak2 ribena kata kan!!!

Tak tahu ape2 pun

org kata A, A la aku..

Bg aku semua yg cikgu buat tu betul

Nak di jadi kan cerita

Cikgu azmi masuk la kelas tp terluper bw buku rekod kedatangan pelajar

Pahtu dia suruh aku pergi ambil buku tu kat bilik guru

Masa tu aku penolong kelas la

Otw nak pergi ambil, kwn aku lak kata nak ikut skali

Aku pun bw la dia skali tnpa bgtw n mtk kebenaran cikgu tu

Sesudah aku ambil buku tu terus aku blik ke kelas

Pehhh!!!! Balik2, terus dia panggil aku dan kwn aku tu

Dgn muka xtau pe2 n muka xbersalah

Aku tanya cikgu tu kenapa cg??

Wow!!!! Penampar hinggap kat pipi aku n kwn aku

Cg tu kata aku xmtk kebenaran dia dulu sblm mbawa kwn aku tu keluar tadi

Bukan tu jer....

Dia suruh lak kami keluar kelas n bjemur tgh panas dpn kelas

Pas ½ jam baru la dia panggil kami

Xcukup lagi..

Dia suruh lak kami merangkak di bwh setiap meja yg ada kat kelas kami tu

Huhuhu...dgn airmata yg xputus2 mgalir

Kami merangkak jer la

Malu giler kot masa tu

Abis jer kami di suruh mintak maaf dgn dia pulak

Balik umah xbgtw kat family pun

Aku benci giler kot kat cg tu...tp bile dh lamer2 aku luper kan jer semua tu

 smpai sekarang aku still ingat muka, nama n rumah dia

hahahaha, bkn bdendam tp bile tgk umah dia

aku jd nk tergelak ngan sndri mgenangkan peristiwa tu

Masa kat sekolah menengah lagi byk kisah2 yg memalukan

Hahahahaha

Takat berdiri atas meja n di denda duk luar kelas tu perkara biasa la

Tapi malu giler bile pakwe lalu dpn kelas masa kena denda tu

Pandai lak aku menyorok kat mana2

bukan nyer aku nie dlm klngan bdk2 nakal kat sekolah aku

murid kesayangan cg kot

tapi time sikap malas aku dtg, cm tu la jd nyer...hehehe

Yang xleh aku nak luper

Jatuh tangga depan laki2 yang aku minat

Hahahaha lawak tol

Masa tu time baru jer abis waktu persekolahan

Ramai2 la nak trun tangga nak balik

Turun punya turun aku miss 1 step anak tangga

Ape lagi gedebuk!!!! Aku jatuh terduduk

Malu tol, semua orang tengok aku

Yang lagi malu bile laki2 yg aku suke tu pun tgk jgk

Hahahaha tu la gara2 mgintai dia smpai xperasan anak tangga yg terakhir

Errr... byk kot kisah2 yg lucu yg pernah aku alami

Nie jer la yg dpt aku share

Yg lain2 biarlah aku kenang sendiri bile masa lapang aku

utk bg hilang stress cikit study NEUROLOGY sem nie..

Hehehehe

Masa yg lalu bila di kenang amat indah walaupun banyak pahit dan kesedihan yang terpaksa di hadapi utk berada di tempat aku sekarang nie

Manusia, persekitaran, kawan, dan perkara yang di tempuhi sehari2 sentiasa mengalami perubahan

Tapi ape yg penting, percaya kpd diri sndri dan sentiasa berfikiran +ve

Terima la orang2 di sekeliling kita seadanya

Baru lah kita happy dan bahagia selalu

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Jangan menilai saya kerana apa yang saya tulis, kenali dulu diri saya yang sebenar sebelum membuat sebarang tuduhan yang tidak berasas ^____^

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thanks!!!!

Sempena birthday aku pada 5/1/2011

kwn baik aku mhadiah kan sbiji kek for me

"oreo cheese cake"

demand sgt kan aku!!!!

hehehehe

sekali-sekala jer nk demand ngan kwn ku yg seorang tu..

mana pernah demand lebih2 lg ngan dia.. :)

ape2 pun terima kasih lah yer... sedap kek tu..

tahun depan nk demand lebih2 lagi itu pun kalau di pjg kan umur....

mira n hana join bersama2 di tmpt yg kami selalu lepak

terima kasih ler jugak buat korg kerana sudi menemani...

korang gelak sampai nk pecah perut yer :)

and tidak luper jgk buat org2 yg mbahagia kan hari ku that time, tima ksh eak...

sayang korang semua :))

dengan btambah2 nyer umur nie kena la matang cikit dlm mbuat keputusan

wlpun dulu dh matang tp kali nie kena betul2 matang dh...hehehe

betul kata kwn ku tu...

semua masalah yg dtg bpunca drp diri kita sndri

so penyesalan xptt ade kalau kita la punca semua masalah tu

sekarang masa utk luper kan segala2 yg pernah myakit kan hati dan mlalai kan aku

dengan beredar nyer masa, semua yg telah berlaku hanya tinggal kenangan utk di kenang

lokasi :- area JOHOR BAHRU

Life is too short, 

grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, 

laugh when you can, 

apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change. 

But always remember LIFE GOES ON

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Jangan menilai saya kerana apa yang saya tulis, kenali dulu diri saya yang sebenar sebelum membuat sebarang tuduhan yang tidak berasas ^____^

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love hurt???

(6/1/2012 :- preparation for j-aerobic)

 

Loneliness hurts
Rejection hurts
Losing someone hurts
Envy hurts


Everyone gets these things confused with love,
but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain
and makes someone feel wonderful again.
Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt

^___^V

that what friends for...

to keep your loneliness away from your life

to make sure that you'll not be alone

and fill your life with happiness

 

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Jangan menilai saya kerana apa yang saya tulis, kenali dulu diri saya yang sebenar sebelum membuat sebarang tuduhan yang tidak berasas ^____^

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forgive

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.


You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.


You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.


You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.


You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.


You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.


You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.


You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.


You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.


You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.


Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?

ssajer nak share somethings

xde kena mgena dgn yg hidup or yg sudah mnggal dunia

(^_^)V peace no war!!!

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Jangan menilai saya kerana apa yang saya tulis, kenali dulu diri saya yang sebenar sebelum membuat sebarang tuduhan yang tidak berasas ^____^

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Isn't it FUNNY huh?? ^___^

Isn't it funny that your heart can be broken by someone that was always pretending?

Funny how your friends can make you feel better about any situation.

Funny how bad we think we’ve got it, compared to others who have it worse.

Funny how no matter how much we have, we’re never thankful.

Funny how we can have so many friends, but if we fight with one, life sucks,

Funny how your best friend can hurt you even more than your worst enemy can?

Funny how no matter how hard we try, life will never be perfect,

Funny how many times we can be hurt the same way, and how much more it hurts.

Funny how one person can make you feel pretty even on your worst days

Funny that no matter how much you like someone, if nobody thinks you should be with them, you give into peer pressure.

Funny how on rainy days it’s so much easier to smile,

How one fake friend, can ruin a life.

Funny how your best friend can become your worst enemy with one mistake.

isn't funny huh???

 

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Jangan menilai saya kerana apa yang saya tulis, kenali dulu diri saya yang sebenar sebelum membuat sebarang tuduhan yang tidak berasas ^____^

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somethings that i've learned.....

I've learned that we don't have to change friends,If we understand that friends change.


I've learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life



I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be that last time you see them.


I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.


I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you.


I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anythings or nothing and still have a good time.


I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up.


I've learned that sometimes when i am angry i have the right to be anger, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.


I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.


I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of  experience you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.


I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.


I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.


I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret, it may change you life forever.


I've learned that sometimes the people that you love most in life, are taken from you too soon.


I've learned that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them.


I've learned that no matter how much i care, some people just don't care back.


I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.


I've learned that it's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.


I've learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can't.


I've learned that their are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.


I've learned that even when you feel you have no more to give, a friend cries out and you find the strength to help.


I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsible for who we become...

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Jangan menilai saya kerana apa yang saya tulis, kenali dulu diri saya yang sebenar sebelum membuat sebarang tuduhan yang tidak berasas ^____^

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friendship ^___^

( masa sem 2, 2011 )

When we first talked to each other

I knew we would always be friends.

Our friendship has kept on growing

And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem

And help dry the tears from my face.

You take away my sorrow

And put happiness in its place.

( sem 3, 2011 )

We can't forget the fun we've had

Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.

Talking of things only we find funny

People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks

For catching me when I fall.

Thanks once again for being such a good friends

And being here with me through it all.

 

 ( sem 1, 2010 big walk, at danga bay )

( sem 3, 2011 )

apa2 pun yg berlaku

korg tetap kwn2 ku

suka dan duka di kongsi bersama2

till the end... insyaallah

>_<

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Jangan menilai saya kerana apa yang saya tulis, kenali dulu diri saya yang sebenar sebelum membuat sebarang tuduhan yang tidak berasas ^____^

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